Ayavoo-chan

sooo..im basically on twitter.. it been a long time since I posted on this site and to be honest... it's for good reason.. I used to be so inspired by so many artists on this platform that it was astonishing but over the years... I grew away from it and poured my many hours of work in my art for it just to not go anywhere with it. I stopped drawing for a long time cause I just wasn't in inspired anymore and just switched to gaming for a while but then... I was starting to get some encouragement from Friends to no give up and changing my technique and trying new ways to challenge myself. but at this point me coming back to this site... I see that I have fallen so behind and a lot of things have changed that... FUCK I Feel OLD!! it's crazy how long you try to avoid a lot of things from my past that when I come back to look at it.. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck...its kinda cringe. but anyway... I came here to kinda let you guys know that are still around and maybe care if I'm alive than I am

work has me tied down.i cant draw cause im too tired all the time and sleep half the time......i dont know what im doing anymore...im lost